So, it’s been a while. I know I update this blog rather infrequently, but I figured an update was in order. I graduated on the 4th of May. I have mixed feelings about it.
Graduation ought to have been not only a celebration of what I’ve accomplished and the memories I’ve made, but a send-off into better and brighter things. But only the latter is true. I guess my mixed feelings about graduation stem from my mixed feelings about my time at Moravian? I started in Fall 2019 with such high hopes, with such enthusiasm, but one apocalypse and two mental breakdowns later and I ended up graduating a year behind schedule (2024 instead of 2023) and without feeling like I truly belonged there. Some people were real ones, but so, so many were two-faced. And I feel like, socially-speaking, I wasted my time there.
There are better and brighter things ahead, or so I hope, but for the first time in my life I’m truly self-directed. The prep school I attended, MoCo, I’ve been railroaded this entire time. And I admit that I’m lost, right now.
Better to have something written here, I guess, than to abandon the blog. I have much more to share about how these few months have been.
